I would like my magic 8 ball necklace back.
my ex girlfriend is nearly 22 i think and still acts like a child.
honestly i have never met anyone so childish... it's sad really, that i even wasted time with her. I never loved her more than a friend. now i don't even love her as a friend. i don't really even like her as a person.
the sound of her voice or name kind of makes me a tad nauseous. and upset with myself... a little ashamed.
She's like that old 80's mullet you had because for a split second you thought you'd look okay, and then you look back at photos of yourself with it, realizing how horrible and grotesque the decision was to get it. The mullet people still bring up just to make you feel uncomfortable because they know how much you hated it, and hate yourself for it.
really, a very "teenage" mistake.
this really, is sad on my part, for putting myself through all that for the sake of her feelings. I just wanted her to grow up and go to school and become something. needless to say she still works in a pizzeria.
I feel sorry for her really. and her poor girlfriend too...the one she cheated on, with me. gosh i always seem to do that. It's not my fault really. it's theirs.
anyway, i'd like my lucky necklace back. I doubt i'll get it though. because she's so stubborn. what a child.
she makes me want to say, "fuck you" and punch something. It's just so sad. Really it is.
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